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| Monday, November 30th, 2009 | | 11:14 pm |
| | Thursday, October 22nd, 2009 | | 10:44 pm |
Ba-Ba, Black sheep. Have you any wool?
It has come to my attention that my sister wants this journal to be private due to her ex-husband using past my entries in court against her to gain custody of her kids. No. What has been seen, has been seen. My family is "crazy", no doubt on that. Ed's family is fucked up as well, parralleling "Meet the Fawkers" in every point. I seem to be sane, but suffer a great deal from manic suicidal depression which is due to both parties in this case, as they were the only influences on my life and actions and thoughts. They've placed me into a mountain of debt which I cannot escape without their help, which they deny help. I blame my family, including Ed's, for forcing me into this life then leaving me astray. I have lost many friends and girl-friends due to my family, making me act desperate to a degreee which I now date guys for comfort. A real family wouldn't do that. A real family doesn't sit by, watching one of their members suffer, only to convey acts of aggression, never sympathizing. A real father would never tell his son that he should never have been conceived because he would've saved thousands of dollars. A real mother would never threaten her son with foul language, calling him a pedo, faggot, and so on, saying that her grandchildren are more important than her own son. A real sister would never invade her brother's privacy, thus setting forth a series of actions that still affect him today, without any remorse or correction from her. A real brother-in-law would never strike me down, begate him, threaten him, then harrass him in the future if he ever saw him again. A real in-law-family wouldn't treat their son-in-law with arrogance, dismissal, and threats. A real mother-in-law wouldn't act like a stone-hearted bitch, becoming a stereotypical mother-in-law. A real father-in-law would never threaten me with physical abuse over trivial shit as buying screws. I beleive no one is fit to raise these children, certainly neither family. Both families are abusive; chemically, verbally, physically, and mentally. Certainly if anyone has a sense of logic within the court, they would send these kids into foster homes to best forget about what sort of ill-gotten families they would've been pulled back and forth into. I am blaming everyone here for their actions against me. Luckily, I have refused to be a part of the family since before this erupted, for the fact that I dislike | | Thursday, October 1st, 2009 | | 5:36 pm |
| | Thursday, September 17th, 2009 | | 3:57 am |
| | Thursday, August 20th, 2009 | | 6:50 am |
| | Saturday, July 25th, 2009 | | 12:38 am |
Constant rejection on a bias of hearsay.
I have a bad reputation. Of what? A collection of negative remarks only broadened by rumours amoung a faulty game of Telephone. These remarks come from people who can only comment negatively to their friends about how they dislike me or my [roleplaying] character[s]. Effective today, I am now barred from all midwest games because of said reason. These rumours originated 6 years ago, yet they all say it was about 10 years by rumour. Even so, 10, even 6, years is an insanely long time to hold a petty grudge on a 'child'. First they were sickened that I came out to them, first game, as a furry [long before I knew what furry was. Think of a furry on Gaia. Just some underage anime fanatic. That was me.] That, coupled with the rumour of why i actually ran away from home at 17 [they say 14, I'm 23 now], getting into witchcraft [bs], telling people the game was demonic in actuality [more bs], and so on. It shouldn't matter that I actually beleive in werewolves, but to them it does. It's also against the rules, they say. [Especially now since Whitewolf Publishing changed focus to actual mythology and terms instead of their made up fictional names and stories.] This isn't just local. Apparently which ever game I decide to go to, they get involved and bitch out the ST there to make my life hell, too. [ie. Cleveland] Even at public events, like such a convention where they shouldn't hold such discretion, they do [ie. Anime Reactor]. This cuts out a large portion of that night's storyline involvement when I am pulled off to the side to be told by a certain ST who is about to RP a major scene with everyone, that I cannot be included because he has personal issues with me that have been based off of hearsay. I've also been called a cheater, which is BS because I really don't know how to play. It's too often that I witness players taking advantage of me because of my disability of never finding someone to guide me into the art of the game. My storylines are usually dull since it takes me a few months to build up where I want to go with the character. My social life has been shot to hell; being rejected by rejects. I really don't know what to do or what to improve upon. I can look into a mirror all day and night, and find nothing wrong with me or my personal-character. Your thoughts? | | Sunday, June 21st, 2009 | | 1:55 am |
| | Saturday, June 20th, 2009 | | 10:32 pm |
ASC has also posted the third installment in The Heart of Gaia, a piece of short fiction by White Wolf author Phil Brucato. Here is a brief excerpt from the latest section: Like a cloud of corpse-flies, they pour across the land - Bane-spirits born in Malfeas, the realm of the Wyrm. As the blizzard grows, they whip through field and forest, chasing their prey. In their wake, the wind chills; thistleflowers wither and trees snap like hollowed bones. Ahead of them, the Kin-Fetch flees. Sharp ears catch the laughter of the Banes behind him, and keen senses recoil from the corruption they bear. His instincts draw the spirit-hound back to the cave, but unless he can mislead the Banes.... ~February 1, 1999 IGN | | 5:38 pm |
| | Tuesday, January 8th, 2008 | | 4:29 pm |
Office Repo...
I applied at Office Depot today for a filler job. The facility was just starting to be built and filled in. The storm last night knocked out most stuff, but they were still with lights and phone. The owner informs me that he would've let me fill out that stupid personality test, but the WAN is down. I asked him if I could take a look at it and diagnose the problem and possibly fix it. To my surprise, he said yes and led me to the back sever room, and opened up the rack for me. He says he didn't know what was wrong, and suggested 'just unplugging it' from the the master UPS. Me: "Uhhh...." *a bit shocked* *he unplugs it, plugs it back in* Him: I think it works now. If it doesn't, I'll just call tech support to come fix it. *walks off* Me: "Uhhh...." | | 4:17 pm |
| | Monday, January 7th, 2008 | | 3:37 pm |
found my old pack yet again... I dunno if this shit's real or not, but I now know that the Satanic Bible quotes HG Wells' "Moreau". | | Friday, January 4th, 2008 | | 4:43 am |
| | Wednesday, January 2nd, 2008 | | 11:36 pm |
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2006 was good. Happy 2007! | | Sunday, December 30th, 2007 | | 7:48 am |
| | Saturday, December 29th, 2007 | | 1:11 pm |
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Spent 8 hours swapping out 2 computers trying to plan out my 'ingenious' ideas of how to reset the password on an old computer. Result? Bootup through F8 > Safemode > Reset: 3 mins. sigh... why do we always take the hard way, thinking the easy ways won't work? Also... My dad keeps yelling at me to get off the computer (visiting for xmas) because I am talking to STALKERS!!! (he watches Dateline alot). I keep telling him it's impossible since they live in the country with no internet, but he keeps insisting that I 'can' because I can "pick up DSL from the antenna tower (that's 5 miles away)" He KEEPS insisting that this is how wireless works! | | Sunday, December 23rd, 2007 | | 2:22 pm |
MY NAME IS JACK SPELLINGTON AND I HAVE COME TO TAKE YOUR WIFE!!! | | 2:57 am |
realmailexchange: An Ode to thee.  outoftimeagain: I'll never expect someone with your level of complete arrogance to apologize to me, but let this be said: At least I proved myself to everyone admist the conspiracy, and my triumph over that aspect cannot be taken away. AnjelRaine: Mix? AnjelRaine: you are a sad sad person you know that AnjelRaine: I don't feel I owe you an apology AnjelRaine: You bring what drama you have on yourself, because you are fucking insane. AnjelRaine: You make yourself the vicitum all the time in some sort of passive aggressive episode in order to garnish pity, but really you just add to the LULZ AnjelRaine: And you didn't prove shit AnjelRaine: A few messy drawings where as you feel them to be masterpeices aren't really that impressive. But I'll let you hold onto what ever small peice of "triumph" you percieve AnjelRaine: But yeah You're going on block now. DO NOT CONTACT ME AGAIN Ah yes, from someone who turned in an elmer's glue project late on the community 'they formed'. This is your leader? These are your leaders? You follow devils that fight with themselves. Who exile all who are not friends to some people as of thee. Yet they hold little ground in the internets, for the internets has no ground to stand on. This is someone who will stomp on someone's own personal pride and work. Who will beleive every ill-gotten rumour and use it against that person as their own self defense. Ah yes, this is your leader. Prevail! Sorry folk, I use rubber cement, for I like the smell of victory. |
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